apples and apples.

I’m so disappointed with myself.

I ended up, like, 1,400 today. Weight was 125.4 this morning. I’m just so frustrated. It shouldn’t be that hard to stay at 1000 calories or less, it really shouldn’t. I guess I should be proud since I’m not binging, and almost 300 calories was from apples -_- but I’m still upset.

I guess during the weekends I eat more because I’m just sitting around thinking and stressing out. I need to stop it.

I’m also dreading this week because I’ll be having cake and stuff, dinners out (boyfriend’s birthday, and my parents are coming to visit). Plus halloween candies…..

oh lord. How am I ever going to lose weight :( its like this last 15 pounds is just impossible.