apples and apples.

I haven’t updated this in so long.

I need to. This is what helped me get to 115 last march. I can do this. I can go all the way and stick with it. I know I can, I just need to stop letting my mind convince me to throw it all out the window when there’s food around.

If I can do this, I will be happy. I’m happiest when I can fit into the smallest clothes. The smallest numbers. I’m happiest when my stomach is as flat as it can be. I NEED to remember these things. I will do this.

God knows what I ate today. Tomorrow, I’m turning this all around- for good.