October 2011
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I’m trying to figure out why this is so difficult now. Is it because I live with my fiance? Is it because I’m not working? (I start again tomorrow). I used to be able to lose weight so fast. I used to be at 115. Now I just feel like it’s hopeless.
I'm only following 150 Fitspo/Weight loss blogs. I...
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Today.
All I had today was a bagel (with vegetable spread and provolone -_-) and two huge pieces of pizza. Oh and some cookie dough my friend bought. Hell.
This is why I hate being social. Social situations mean food. I hung out with my friend all day, whom i adoreee, but social situations always push me to eat things I know I could stay away from if I was alone..
I just want to lose this. I figure if...
I haven't updated this in so long.
I need to. This is what helped me get to 115 last march. I can do this. I can go all the way and stick with it. I know I can, I just need to stop letting my mind convince me to throw it all out the window when there’s food around.
If I can do this, I will be happy. I’m happiest when I can fit into the smallest clothes. The smallest numbers. I’m happiest when my stomach is as...