January 2011
10 posts
I've been so anxious lately.
I’ve been binging a lot the past few days. New start.. again. Probably at 130 now. I’m scared. I’m scared this will never go away. I’m scared I’ll never get to where I want.
What the.
So, you know how I thought I had gone back down to 125. something? Well, now I’ve been stuck at 127.2 the past few days. I weigh myself at the same time, I’ve been eating under, AND filling my calories with healthy things, so I should be losing, but nooo. But I won’t give in to temptation. It can’t stay this way forever. I can do this, damn it.
125.6 today.
Doing good at keeping it on/under 1200 calories. Glad I broke the habit of eating out and not knowing how much I eat. I hope to exercise today but I’m so exhausted that I don’t know if it will happen.
Either way, I’m on track so far:
Apple for breakfast. Getting hungry so I’m going to make a spicy black bean burger by morningstar, with a bun, (120+110) and cheese (25)....
I can't figure this out.
127.6 this morning. I don’t know why it did that, but I guess I’m glad.
Okay, so by the end of today I should end up at 1,200-1,300 calories with 100 exercised off. I’m so confused though. I have this new found love for yams, as a snack. Just baked like a potato, with nothing on them, just plain.. but I can’t figure out how many calories they are and that’s driving...
I'm doing an online food diary.
so-unbeautiful:
If anyone wants a link to the site I use, I’ll post it here. I find it helpful because it tracks food and exercise, and puts them together so you know how many calories of your food you’ve burned without using a calculator. It also offers water tracking and vitamines. I like it a lot.
It’s made to track your weight.
Which site is it?
Is it really so horrible that I just want to be...
bitchlikebarbie:
Who cares about food.
I hate when the scale gets stuck. Especially when...
Fml, the same weight every day- really? I’m trying so hard. I’m exercising, I’m trying to be be good. Willpower. Why is this so hard? My legs are really sore today. Damn those martial arts moves the kinect is making me do.
By the end of today I will have eaten about 1,400 (some of which is fruit and veggies,yes, but still) and burned 130 calories. (plus daily of 1500...
i just spent way too much time looking for an...
feedmeskinny:
i loathe being fat.
I feel you. :(
Thank you, everyone, for following me again. I...
After the holidays, I’m weighing in at 128.5. Which really isn’t too bad considering that before I was 123. I do feel like I will never reach my goal though. It’s like my body has reached a point where it doesn’t want to lose more, no matter what I do. It stays in the 120’s. I refuse to give up, though.
For Christmas, my boyfriend proposed to me. :)) I’m very...