October 2011
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I’m trying to figure out why this is so difficult now. Is it because I live with my fiance? Is it because I’m not working? (I start again tomorrow). I used to be able to lose weight so fast. I used to be at 115. Now I just feel like it’s hopeless.
I'm only following 150 Fitspo/Weight loss blogs. I...
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Today.
All I had today was a bagel (with vegetable spread and provolone -_-) and two huge pieces of pizza. Oh and some cookie dough my friend bought. Hell.
This is why I hate being social. Social situations mean food. I hung out with my friend all day, whom i adoreee, but social situations always push me to eat things I know I could stay away from if I was alone..
I just want to lose this. I figure if...
I haven't updated this in so long.
I need to. This is what helped me get to 115 last march. I can do this. I can go all the way and stick with it. I know I can, I just need to stop letting my mind convince me to throw it all out the window when there’s food around.
If I can do this, I will be happy. I’m happiest when I can fit into the smallest clothes. The smallest numbers. I’m happiest when my stomach is as...
September 2011
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May 2011
2 posts
I added an apple to my dinner because that yogurt was pretty plain.. so 565-600. :( Numbers creeping up there, ugh.
I’m pretty proud of myself today. Okay, yesterday night I binged (on rice cakes, grapes, and cheese) but purged it all up. I weighed 121 in the morning, so it didn’t do harm to my weight thank god. I don’t want to be doing that though. I know how harmful purging is to your body. So today, I’ve been restricting. Drinking a lot of water to keep me full, and eating every...
January 2011
10 posts
I've been so anxious lately.
I’ve been binging a lot the past few days. New start.. again. Probably at 130 now. I’m scared. I’m scared this will never go away. I’m scared I’ll never get to where I want.
What the.
So, you know how I thought I had gone back down to 125. something? Well, now I’ve been stuck at 127.2 the past few days. I weigh myself at the same time, I’ve been eating under, AND filling my calories with healthy things, so I should be losing, but nooo. But I won’t give in to temptation. It can’t stay this way forever. I can do this, damn it.
125.6 today.
Doing good at keeping it on/under 1200 calories. Glad I broke the habit of eating out and not knowing how much I eat. I hope to exercise today but I’m so exhausted that I don’t know if it will happen.
Either way, I’m on track so far:
Apple for breakfast. Getting hungry so I’m going to make a spicy black bean burger by morningstar, with a bun, (120+110) and cheese (25)....
I can't figure this out.
127.6 this morning. I don’t know why it did that, but I guess I’m glad.
Okay, so by the end of today I should end up at 1,200-1,300 calories with 100 exercised off. I’m so confused though. I have this new found love for yams, as a snack. Just baked like a potato, with nothing on them, just plain.. but I can’t figure out how many calories they are and that’s driving...
I'm doing an online food diary.
so-unbeautiful:
If anyone wants a link to the site I use, I’ll post it here. I find it helpful because it tracks food and exercise, and puts them together so you know how many calories of your food you’ve burned without using a calculator. It also offers water tracking and vitamines. I like it a lot.
It’s made to track your weight.
Which site is it?
Is it really so horrible that I just want to be...
bitchlikebarbie:
Who cares about food.
I hate when the scale gets stuck. Especially when...
Fml, the same weight every day- really? I’m trying so hard. I’m exercising, I’m trying to be be good. Willpower. Why is this so hard? My legs are really sore today. Damn those martial arts moves the kinect is making me do.
By the end of today I will have eaten about 1,400 (some of which is fruit and veggies,yes, but still) and burned 130 calories. (plus daily of 1500...
i just spent way too much time looking for an...
feedmeskinny:
i loathe being fat.
I feel you. :(
Thank you, everyone, for following me again. I...
After the holidays, I’m weighing in at 128.5. Which really isn’t too bad considering that before I was 123. I do feel like I will never reach my goal though. It’s like my body has reached a point where it doesn’t want to lose more, no matter what I do. It stays in the 120’s. I refuse to give up, though.
For Christmas, my boyfriend proposed to me. :)) I’m very...
October 2010
7 posts
wtf, seriously.
I’m happy, but how did I drop to 123?! I ate out at a mexican restaurant yesterday, had an enchilada (spinach&cottage cheese), rice, and beans. I also had frozen yogurt, but wasn’t much, but then later I had a “scoop” of tin lizzy ice cream on a cake coke, but the guy gave me like five scoops.
When I got back, I had an orange, and I think two apples?
Yesterday was a...
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124.6
subway chicken salad,
bag of shrimp flavored crackers(350) with clam chowder(400), and two smallish oranges and two mediumish pears (sliced) was what I had today.
I’m trying to have a lot of new things, especially oriental because it seems to be lower in calories for more. I even tried seasoned seaweed today (which I didn’t count as anything because its 5 calories for ten...
123.5 today
Finally back down to 123! However, it’s my boyfriend’s birthday today.. means cake, and dinner out.
I'm so disappointed with myself.
I ended up, like, 1,400 today. Weight was 125.4 this morning. I’m just so frustrated. It shouldn’t be that hard to stay at 1000 calories or less, it really shouldn’t. I guess I should be proud since I’m not binging, and almost 300 calories was from apples -_- but I’m still upset.
I guess during the weekends I eat more because I’m just sitting around thinking...
“I don’t see people eating food anymore, I see people eating numbers.”
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125.0 this morning ;)
Celebrate! Hardly though. 15 pounds to go. Need to stay on track. Had a yogurt parfait for breakfast, no calorie label. Can’t be more than 400 calories so I’m going to call it 400 for my log.
126.2 this morning.
(100)? Couldn’t finish it.
(160) couldn’t finish.
(230), so good.
Not shown: bag of popcorn, 240, another apple, 80, ritz crackers, 80.
Es Total: 990 calories
Ugh, lately when I eat, I start feeling nauseous. I don’t get it. The spinach ravioli thing was seriously so good though. I wish I had more of those.
September 2010
7 posts
blew calorie count today; I think.
300 something probably calories of candy corn, 300 something calories of applebees dinner (WW cajun lime tilapia<3), which would have been fine but we shared a dessert ;(.. so I was probably past 1200 today, not sure. Start again tomorrow. no panicking allowed. I will be okay as long as I keep going, DONT BINGE.
so far;
Apple slices and a light yogurt. 110kcal for breakfast, no lunch for me. Why? My boyfriend is coming today, and no doubt we’re going to eat out. Just need to remember not to eat everything on my plate, eat slowly, and order the healthiest looking thing possible.
But! Today I was 125.2 :)
I seriously want to live off duck flavored ramen.
Hah, I was scared to try it but its actually really good! I found this at an oriental food store downtown where I live. All of you probably know that ramen is extremely filling. I know, tons of sodium, which is bad, yes, but I found these that are low in calories because they’re only one serving, and they have less fat, plus they come with spices as well as seasoning. So good. I have to...
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That’s scary how much that describes me.
Breakfast.
I’ve been craving one of these FOREVER. They’re so unhealthy I know, but I love cheese and crackers, plus, it gives me a tiny piece of chocolate. 340 calories. So far so good.
My weight did go up by a little today, 126.5, but I’m really trying hard not to freak out over tiny fluctuations. My stomach is looking flatter so I’m feeling a little better than let’s say,...
Under 1,100 kcal yesterday. Using this new site http://dailyburn.com/ to keep track. I’m finally back down to 125.